Trying to move on.

I am here starting my first blog, I am trying really hard to understand
I do not know how to explain to anyone what I am going through, and unless you have been there, you do not understand.

Christina from Grey's Anatomy said it best when she said....
"There's a club. The dead dad's club. And you can't be in it until you're in it."

All I have to say is, I wish that I was not a member.